"Some secrets are bad enough you want to hide them even from yourself..."... so you armor yourself however you can-some people drink or take drugs or self destruct. I have to ask, what method of self-destruction will I settle on? Or will I share the horrors I survived and make those memory burdens to people I love?"Sometimes there are no easy answers. I sure don't have any. The source of my terrors now threatens everyone I love and all I hold...