I'm a glutton for punishment. The reason? My foolish pursuit of straight guys. Correction. One straight man. Alec Rose. For twelve long years, my best mate's brother has starred in practically every fantasy I've had. Massage... oops... my towel slips. Swimming adventure mishap with a huge wave. Yep. Alec gives me mouth-to-mouth. Shower with soap that refuses to stay in my hands. I'd best bend over. Now,...