Christian is lost in a strange, new place, and he doesn't know how he got there. He is searching for something that might not exist: family, love, purpose. His mind doesn't know which memories are true, and the alcohol and drugs don't seem to help much, but he doesn't know if that even matters. He travels, meets new people, falls in love, goes through terrible and nightmarish experiences, and finds different sorts of confusing and contradicting answers,...