I was a 40 year old believer/christian that was spiritually bankrupt, sick and tired of being sick and tired of daily life, and very self reliant, self sufficient, self willed. The best way I found to cope with all of what I was experiencing was drinking alcohol and after 25 years of drinking I found myself drinking to live and living to drink at the age of 40. I knew there had to be another way of living daily life than what I had done over the past...