I got fascinated with sun gazing about 8 years ago. At that point, I had a deep interest in esoteric phenomena and alternative medicine. My health was unstable at the time. This situation pushed me deep into learning about anything not mainstream (it just seemed incomplete and people repearting the same things). I founld a guru that put me on light and healing (versus food and exercise). This guru led me down more esoteric and unconventional paths...