"[Rudolf Steiner's] actual going was like a miracle. As though it were self-explanatory, he just went. To me it was as though the dice of decision were cast at the very last moment. And once they had fallen, there was no struggle, no more attempt or wish to remain on Earth. For some time, he gazed quietly before him, still spoke to me a few loving words, and then consciously closed his eyes and folded his hands. "He was needed in the spiritual...