Javana Watson has a life most women only dream of. She has two well-behaved twin daughters, a loving husband who is attentive to her needs emotionally and physically and a career she loves. Life is moving smoothly for Javana, until she finds out out about the death of her first love Josh Carter. Although they had been out of touch for years, Javana finds herself unable to cope with his loss. How can she be grieving a man she hasn't been in a relationship...