I immediately lost all sense of direction. I lost the will to live, which is not at all the same as the state of suicidal determination I had been in for nigh-on a month by then. After ten minutes of the nightmare I became so disoriented that I have no recollection of arriving at the hotel, checking in or being admitted to my room and to this day wonder if I had to be carried there. 'Posturing, self-admiring nonsense.' -- Amazon reviewer '