The thought is the course, which it puts me back in the situation, doing things my mind gathers information, to force me to put it out. Which is out of my control, in what I say, from what being formed up in my mind. One tries to suppress, but it builds up like blowing a balloon up until it bust. The only way one can stop it from controlling your mentality, is to release it, with the understanding you know what one is doing. We all have things in...