The Disillusioned Mind of Juan Pueblo Mikhail Martinez

by R. T. Coleman

I'm writing this journal because I'm crazy, not take-a-shit-and-smear-it-all-over-the-wall crazy, but crazy in the sense that I like to hurt myself, or think about hurting myself, or think about killing myself. Some people, I guess, don't see that as crazy. To them, I'm something else. I'm depressed or sad, maybe I'm even damaged.I want to write so I can express my emotions, so they do not consume me. I want to write so I can think freely to myself, so my clouded judgments do not mislead me. I want to write so I can resist the urges to hurt myself, so I can think of what is good in my life and let those thoughts be reason enough not to harm myself. I want to write so I do not kill myself...Those are the words of Juan Pueblo Mikhail Martinez, a young man who on the outside seems to have everything together, while on the inside is splintering and cracking from the weight of his own demons.Follow along with Juan Pueblo as he writes in his personal journal, recounting the times he has yearned for death as well as the times that make him feel blissfully alive, trying to make sense and reconcile the two worlds he lives in as they slowly and inexplicably drift further and further apart.Who will save Juan Pueblo from the precipice he finds himself on? What will cause Juan Pueblo to finally commit the actions he has only dared dream and write about? Experience the ultimate climax as Juan Pueblo Mikhail Martinez decides to save himself, or let himself slip into the darkness for good.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1493733389
• ISBN13: 9781493733385
• Release Date: June 2013
• Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 414 Pages
• Weight: 1.17 lbs.
• Dimensions: 8.0" x 1.0" x 5.0"