I complained to God. I do have complaints. And I have questions. I was drowning, in depression, due to the horrific attacks upon the ministry. The enemies of grace were everywhere. I was cut off from every lifeline. So I prayed, like the Bible teaches me to. But I found no relief. He was giving me victory on every side, but there was no relief within. Waves of darkness and despair were drowning me. I needed His presence. The Lord took...