The fuckers - they kicked me, and kicked even harder when I was down. And even though I loved Auren - my 'baby momma' as I would come to know the vernacular, she either by innocence, calculation, stupidity, or desire for revenge for leaving her, shot me to the very edge of the universe. I nearly died and still I am not right. My chest is heavy like an elephant is sitting on it. I'm tumbling in the dark, in a vacuum, not knowing if I'll ever make it...