It hurts. God, does it ever hurt. Having your heart ripped from its home in your chest, metaphorically or literally, isn't a fun thing. No, it's gruesome, and once in a lifetime was more than enough. Twice. Twice is almost unbearable. I'll make it, though. I'm strong enough to persevere, to move on, and I will because I know that there's no other option. I can't stop living. I won't stop living. ~Red One step. Two. I'll take it a day at a time and...