I've gone back: back to the place where it all started, where somebody else had the final say.I did it out of love for my family.I'm trying to rebuild my life, to stay standing, even though my legs hurt like hell. I'm concentrating on myself, on my career.I'm ready to tear everything apart to try and keep it all together. To hate without feeling guilty for it, because hating others is the only way I know how to keep myself - the person I am - going;...