This is my first erotic novel of some 70.000 words. The story takes place in the Netherlands at the end of the 1950s. During a cold test for my epilepsy, I came face to face with a small, skinny laboratory analyst. The spark, no, the flames spread to either side. I was 18, she turned out to be 22. The urge to confirm our mutual love was enormous. You're young, and you want something, but I know that that first time felt like a victory over myself...