Its painful losing a mother, a wife, a Nana, a Nani, and a mother-in-law is the hardest thing a person has to go through, and it's hard to breath, everyday. In asking God why, did you take Zenaida. It's so hard to stay grateful, when we have to continue life and she is no longer with us How do we cope with losing a person who does everything for the family? It's hard to keep going, and we keep holding on to what it should have been.... "Her here...