""Welcome to my last day. I am Joshua McKenzie, 16 years old. ""I fluctuate between an internal rage at the ones I blame for me feeling like this, and sadness for myself for not being able to do anything about it. ""I'm not really scared, just sort of numb, sadness overwhelms me, no one has been there for me and no one is going to be there for me now. I loop the noose; I kick the chair. Fade to black..."" Joshua has been bullied to the point of suicide...