Pain. Mental or physical suffering or discomfort; agony, torment, torture. Seeing my best friend... my sister... my anchor... with my first love. Betrayal. The breaking or violation of trust. Looking through the window that separated me and HIM only to see the girl who once took my love, life, and more back now to take HIM too. Deceived. To mislead or lie; to be unfaithful, to disappoint. Deceived... bringing her into my house; wanting me to forgive...