I failed. The single most important dream that I had was to be a husband & a father. And I was tearing that dream down brick by brick with my own hands.I had alienated my wife and taught my kids, by my actions, that I didn't want them around, and it was killing me; physically, emotionally, and spiritually.My outside world seemed fine. I was the worship pastor of our church. I went on missions trips, brought people to Jesus, prayed for the sick, fed...