I'm not a celebrity, I don't have classic good looks or a genius brain, no silver spoon, great talent or other people's endless belief and I didn't have a passion or pushy parents when I was five that propelled me through life to over succeed. I had trusts shattered, friends die, mild undiagnosed autism, a survival instinct, a death wish, sex, violence, voices in my head and God allegedly looking out for me. Even they hated me. I don't feel sorry...