Notes about that spark of connection between expectation and reality.Erica followed the traditional life in so many ways. Married. Four children. Two dogs. House in the suburbs.Life was not what she had imagined - it was more than she had ever dreamed, yet was not quite enough.A lot of those years were a blurry whirlwind. Motherhood. Womanhood. Marriage.Life dealt blows which brought her to her knees. Job loss. Death. Estrangement. Family members...