The book is a factual account of the life of an average English speaking white South African male born into a poor to a middle-class family. A boy who had a very good upbringing in a loving, Christian family left home at the age of 17 to join the South African Police. The horrors that he encountered at such an early age forced him to grow up very quickly and to change most of his worldview. The emotional and spiritual bombardment he experienced was...