Biba:
I have a life plan: Established career + suitable partner who ticks my boxes (let Maman help with this) = simple and secure married life. Love can't be a variable in this equation. Watching Bexley on The Suitor, with all the drama and competition and crying over does-he-love-me-or-does-he-not proves love is a game that I refuse to play. I've got the numbers to show happily ever after doesn't last.