One, two, three... I take three deep breaths through my mouth to get to sleep, then my brain controls the rest of the night. You know I think I am partly responsible for all these bad dreams. I am a very anxious person, when an event is about to happen, I already know in advance that the nights before that day will be very difficult. It's like a whirlwind, the stress makes me have nightmares, my past resurfaces through them and you know as well as...