EllieAll my days are the same. I work, sleep and then get up and work again. Day after day and nothing ever changes.I love my family, but there has to be something more. Someone just for me.Then one night he is there. Kind, protective and sweet. Too good to be true.I have no idea what to do, so when I lose control of the situation, what else is there to do but push him away?Even if the only thing I want is to be held in his embrace.BlakeAll it took...