GUNNERChristmas should be the time of year to be jolly, everyone around me is preparing for the festive season, but how can I be in a celebratory mood if Sara has left? I know she got fed up of waiting for me, but I'm a bomb ready to explode. How can I make her live that reality with me?SARAOne minute he's cold and the next he's hot, how can I go through another Christmas wishing for Gunner to see that I am here for him no matter what? I can't wait...