"Jim was gone. He was fine, and then I didn't have him anymore. Nothing made sense. I couldn't understand what people were saying. I wanted my "normal" back but as I began to realize... this had become my normal, a life without Jim." "I had the comfort of knowing Jim had a personal relationship with the Lord and when he died he would be with his Lord; but I missed him so very much. When someone would say to me 'I'm so sorry you have lost your husband',...