If I could have saw the future, I would have seen right through his foolishness, all the lies, and the embarrassing moments and hurt. The only thing I left with out of this relationship with is a bruised and broken hurt with some hurt feelings, but I did receive two blessings. I was once told we pay for our consequences when we do not follow God's will, I could have got death but God gave life not once but twice and it came with hell to pay You know...