Most people want the same thing from life. Someone to love, a comfortable home but mostly contentment. Some of us are lucky enough to find these things. Some never do but learn to accept what they have, and some of us waste our whole lives searching for them. I am one of these people. This story is about 5 years in a woman's life, told in diary form. From the anticipation of a new beginning, through dark despair, to a tiny glimmer of hope.