Cruel WaterI'm not a sadist by choice, I'm a sadist by design, Cursed to inflict pain on othersAnd yet I find no pleasure in it, Only a moment of release from my eternal torment.And yet, it's not enoughI'm not a sadist, I'm a monster.One night changed all that, One night she dragged me from the oceans dark depthsCresting the cruel waters she came to my rescue, like an angel.A mermaid.And now I'm going crazy and don't know what to believe.Was she real?...