World famous fashion designer ?tienne d'Amille knows he should be grateful. He's survived several personal tragedies and almost died. He and his ex-wife, Z?lie, will welcome their first born child into the world after 20 years of infertility. But grief has crippled ?tienne. And his depression has threatened his relationships. So many questions linger about recent events: Did he take advantage of his prot?g?/ supermodel Adelaide Pitney? Did he miss...