I've been struggling with how to tell my story for quite some time now. Everything about my life has been so convoluted.As I sat fishing for that perfect vein, desperately seeking a few minutes of escape from the memories that tormented me for so long. I felt trapped. I wasn't even fooling myself anymore. I had become everything that I despised in life. I'm not quite sure how I even got here. But I can tell you that it was a slow gradual descent straight...