I will honestly never be the same after all of this. I believe I am a better man for having survived the last 6 years. I am thankful I didnt kill myself when the pressure and pain seemed unbearable and that I didnt get lost in my macho feeling of inadequacy, resentment and anger when it seemed they would consume me. I have become a better man because of my wife and my infertility. My wifes unflinching desire to see my eyes in our baby is inspiring...