This book is my 2018 daily journal consisting of bouts of depression, struggling with bitterness, questioning God, health challenges, schooling, relocated to New York, stopped being in the limelight as a Singer/Preacher(Focused on emotionally healing), became comfortable with certain realities, healed over mom's death, pitied dad and I who remained, had marital upheavals, divorce threats, my struggle with religion vs christianity, sufferings of PTSD,...