Where do I start? I have 4000 characters to convince you to read what I have poured my heart and soul into this book. I have taken the proverbial lemonade from a lifetime of lemons. Born to a narcissistic mother that did not want me, abandoned by a father who didn't even know how to be there, hated by a racist grandmother who detested having me around, bullied, sexually harassed, abused and desperately seeking to find my place in the world I share...