Lately my straight best friend has been very... handsy, which is killing me because I've been in love with the idiot for years. I love my best friend, I always have, but I never wanted him to realize just how much. He's never seemed to notice before, but since he broke up with his girlfriend, he's been really clingy. Like way more than I've ever seen. I love it. And it's killing me. What I really want...