A Beginner's Guide to Why I Killed Myself

By Charles Z. Doilain

You can read it in the way it was written--from the first chapter to the last--or you can read it in reverse, but the ending will not change. This is a story of a gay man who cannot seem to catch a break. From losing a job to closing a business to a cheating lover, all these things push him to a kind of darkness that becomes inescapable. Why does one want to kill himself? For those on the outside looking in, we want to find one particular reason that pushes a person to the edge. But for those living with darkness and depression, it is never just one thing. It's an accumulation of failures and shortcomings, a lifetime of continuously being broken into pieces until the only escape is death.

• Format: Paperback
• Language: English
• ISBN: 1505543835
• ISBN13: 9781505543834
• Release Date: November 2014
• Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
• Length: 244 Pages
• Weight: 0.80 lbs.
• Dimensions: 0.6" x 6.0" x 9.0"